Should not have napped earlier.
How do you explain to someone that you were never 100% there? Although i dreamed of a future that was similar to yours, that it wasn't you that is meant to be there with me?
After 8 months you think you know me? Sure you know part of me. The part i allowed you to see. You miss me. But i didn' t allow the whole me out. And to be brutally honest, if that was the whole you, then I'm glad I said goodbye.
Anger aside, I'm not ready for a relationship. I found with you I had no patience, I'm too superficial, I'm selfish, and protective of my life choices, even my mistakes. After all, my mistakes are what brought me here.
Bottom line is I talked about it, prayed about it, and even slept on it, and at the end I was sure letting you go was the best thing for my family.